Dissatisfaction...then satisfactory little bit---work hard...

Yeah..now everything is done...
All the anticipation has ended...
My SPM result...thank goodness..I achieved good result...
To be true...i wasn't so satisfied with my result...
I cried when i got my result...even though my parents says that it's alright you done your best..and they were happy with it but i just couldn't smile or accept the truth ...it was so hard for me as i aspect to get 7A's at least...
It feel like a failure to me...I thought i had let my teachers and parents and most of all me---myself down..really..it's hurting me...and I'm still crying over it...in the corner of somewhere...but yet I"VE CAME TO REALISED...

I shouldn't be crying but proud of it....really it was hard you know to get 6A's and 4B's...
It wasn't so easy and it wasn't so hard too...
I have to admit myself that i had made a big mistake and not realising that it was really important to me..until the day i got my result...
I wasn't giving my all out in studying ---therefore don't follow my step...
But yet i cannot keep on blaming myself and give up...
There's is still a lot for me to do ahead...
A LOT...

Therefore..now I'm thinking wisely for my future...
I wanted to become a doctor or dentist maybe...
But my first optional is doctor...
I hope i can get in matriks..or ASASI...
Get in University to redeem my dissatisfaction....
I'll become what i wanted to be...and i give you my words.....
When my teachers meet me someday..I have become a successful person....

That's why work hard baby....
Study smart..kick some ass hahah oops bad words....
Anyway adios and see you later...



Raining Days......





Wow it's cold out there.........................
Anyway...i love the raining season....people may hate it because they might get flu,fever and have difficulties in doing their daily activities...
But I LOVE IT...


The reason i love it is because...hmm i don't know how to describe it....
It is just a weird feeling....I will suddenly get into my own world...
It might sound silly but i was imagining myself in a village...in a beautiful,cozy small house...wearing cute sweater...in white color and drinking a hot chocolate milk....wah " BASTHA''----delicious...


Yeah..i'm dreaming that i'm in Korea..hahhah but that's the truth ...
I am so addicted to Korean lifestyle..and  been wishing to go to Korea..hope i can someday...
Anyway...back to my story...
I mean seriously...during this chill weather you still want to go outside....and get fever or flu...
Better stay at home....really ...better...


At least at home..you can watch drama's but typical sad drama...suit the weather better....
probably have some mushroom soup or chicken soup---mushroom would be better....and some toast....huhu so hungry want to eat hahhah
Perfect for me...but i don't know you guys...


I'm in Ayumi Wonderland.........so nice love it.....
But dreams are just a dream.......whether i can achieve it or not..it is still unclear........
but yet what's the wrong doings in having dreams???
It gives you hope....Remember that ~.~

Hardworking

Funny to say the word hard+working...
becoz i'm really not the kind of girl..no the kind of PERSON who really really diligent in their job..
in fact.......i;m a lazy girl,,,,,,a worm u can say...
every time my mum nag me to do the house chores..it will take few hours for me to move from the couch and begin my chores...and it also take time for me to finish it....and usually my uncle help me hahha


but today i completely become the opposite...i was more diligent and work hard to complete the household tasks...
ahahhaha


my house looks very messy...(my thought la..)
and so i decided to tidy it up....
i throw away useless stuffs...and WALAA more empty space and more convenient to pass through hahah


i help my dad..so he won't be so tired....by the way he was sick so i have to help in ( in my other thoughts---i can get my full salary ~.~)


see i really become a professional maid....as i say i was learning...to become a maid but this was to teach me....
so i hope u guys won't be hesitate to help ur parents at home..sincerely la.....

Boring....aha learning

Once again annyeonghaseyo..........
this is my another story......whatever la.....


Before this boring holiday...
I was hoping that i will end my secondary education quickly so that i wouldn't wake up at 5.oo a.m. in the morning...and do my daily routine as a student..which is go to school ( og course la), going to other class, get into the lab,attending tuition class and facing test and exam every day,every week,every month and most of all facing SPM...
Thank God i manage to sit my SPM examination and answer it all...
I could not say that i have answer all the Q's perfectly but i can say that i've done my best...So to know whether i did my best or not it's all gonna be answer in period of 2 months more.........hope i would not disappoint my parents and my teachers.

After i've finished answering the last paper of my SPM on 15th December...I thought i would experience a different feeling or excitement but then nothing,,,,seems numb...completely the same feeling that i feel when i've finished answering paper for common exam at school....relieved yeah of course but then happy not really....i really-really thought something different will happen but seems like nothing AT ALL!!!
Except that night we have dinner together as class but later i update it...

And so...I began to feel boring after 2 days finished SPM..finished secondary school....
suppose to be happy but boring....
How can that be??
I began to miss my routine as a student........the same feeling i got after returning from KK....more boring coz nothing to do...

and so i made a deal with my mum and dad........
I'm willing to become a maid as long as they pay me money..so that i don't have to go to town and work....( very Cerewet la) and so i set my routine as a maid.........
wake up...bath...set breakfast ..after that clean the kitchen..then sweep and mop the floor...then..hang the clothes and tidy house....at noon rest a while..do some work outs....prepare dinner then again tidy all the mess...then have my free time....
the problem is when you get your job done earlier you will really get bored after finished your job...by noon all my job has done.....at night no need to do more...SO BORING LA...

even watching tv will be very damn sucks..........coz i have to wear my glasses and that's hurt....and so i have an idea why not i go and learn some thing...just to increase my knowledge....do something i like...

LEARNING NEW LANGUAGES...hahah


some phrases...
I began to learn to speak Korea........
gosh it is so hard to speak the language....even to pronounce it also damn hard.....but people say with determination sure u can achieve what u wish for....although it's a bit hard but i would be satisfied if i can speak simple sentences...or basic...
i really2 want to be fluent but yet my english wasn't that good too so have to improve ur english first then u can be fluent in other language..by the way english is international language right...so better to be fluent in ENGLISH first hahah 




I really really wanted to do
jeongmal jeongmalhago sip-eoss


this one hard...might give up.........






I also learning to become a professional maid!!
not really into maid but to become a good and hardworking girl........
this can really teach me to be independent next time when i have my own house....i can do my own chores and no need to hire maid wasting money...


i also learn to do nail arts...so girly ya i know but my mum want me to make her fingernails look better so have to learn on9 hahah


So cute...


Only at the tip of the nails


















this one very easy only dot dot dot haha










and so that's what i've been learning..now i'm on my process of becoming more patience more diligent and more loveable...hahah 


until that....jagbyeol

me and my Friends...aka friends outing........

On the 12th of January 2011...so weird like some sort of tale...
on the day...we have our friends jalan-jalan time....

me, azack,nurul and sweet dila....when for friends outing....
it's been a while that we haven't meet each other so it's kinda happy to see each other in good health haha

As usual....first place to go is at Q's bakery there.....it's was the place where we usually have our lunch hahah for me,nurul and azack la,,,,dila was in mrsm hostel there enjoying her meal...
it must be weird...why do we have lunch there..well we being economical ma...as student we don't have much money....
but i have so much memory there with azack la....the most..we have our tea time there...chat there....
and always order the same roti...me curry puff.azack the chocolate roti dun know what's the name la....

We spend about an hour there....
gossiping....what else girls will do when they hang out together...hahah
so many secrets reveal...and i cannot imagine how much we laughed hahahaha until we did not realized that we in the public...and so many people staring at us hahah
and so we decided to go Eastern Plaza there..just to eat the japan ball-ball..i dun know what's the name hahah
and our journey begin

know what...our journey was so funny...
we 18 years old already but yet don't know how to get in to the lif...
we ended keluar masuk liff saja hahah
We get in a store and find for the big mirror just to get picture...hahah
I think we have pissed many people as we didn't buy anything at all and only search for the biggest and clear mirror just to take our picture............
secretly shoot pic....hahahha go inside fitting room la....very childish right...but that's us......

We even take pic in the toilet.......
But we do invest our money on FOOD only.......
We buy and eat the Japan ball...pick a cute cafe and enjoy our food+ gossiping again...
i can said that we go to every store in Eastern Plaza but didn't buy anything pun can habis duit as we spend on food....anyway we never regret of it....



That's us posing outside a vintage theme store...
That store was so cute....
I like all the vintage and Korean details in it...
But yet the price of the items that was sell in it was highly expensive...not worth to buy........
although it is very cute..kawaii....







We were inside the toilet...
posing la...in front of the pic as no one that we could ask to shoot of pic....
so the conclusion is pose infront of the mirror la.....
best solution hahahah














See all the shoes and sandals........gosh we wish to buy it..but so expensive........
I wish that someday i could afford to buy all those sandals....
that's why we have to find a job that provide high salary....remember that girls............


The last picture that we took before we go home........
Our farewell wasn't so good as i expect to be....
It was so sad that we have to rush in saying good bye as we all was trying to catch the bus...or else lambat balik
But yet....it was a memorable moment to be remember eternally....
our farewell wasn't the best but yet i'm glad that we manage to say good bye to each other face to face....
It is rather happy to see u girls faces....
imagine if we didn't go out jalan2 that day....when will we meet la??
so dear friends...don't be sad...be thankful that we have our moment....although tears are rolling haha
I wish we would not forget about each other and will follow updates together OK??
Until then my friends......wish you all the best of luck...
and hope that our SPM result will be just fine...and not dissapointing at all.....
Next time when we meet again..bring camera ...so that we no need secretly take picture in front of the mirror hahahah...

P/s:    I WILL BE MISSING YOU GIRLS ~.~

Visit to Hannah II

Last sunday...
my family , uncle francis family and penny+cila....went for ship visit......the ship name was HANNAH II
Its a Christian Ship...that's what i call...
At first, i thought that there will be sale for spiritual stuff..or exhibition but then it's only for promoting the ship..but  anyway it is an interesting and enjoyable trip for us especially when you are surrounded by people who are warm,friendly and polite+funny ~.~

Here some pictures that we took..


The person with uniform..i forgot his name already was our ''tour guy''...
He told us that he had lived on sea for 9 years like that...and that he already went to Korea,Philippines,Indonesia,somewhere in us...if not mistaken....
There are a lot of people from different country,culture but same religion living together in Hannah II.
I'm so envy of them as they can learn other culture and can understand+speak other people language...
Back to the ship...
All the ship crew was very devoted in spreading Christianity around the world.......
They willing to stay years at the sea....not afraid of the obstacles that they will face,,,,,just to spread Christianity....
In those years...they become one big family.....regardless of their difficulties in communications with each others but in the end they manage to cope up with that....and now they can understand each other and speak with each other in no only one but many languages....
What i like about the ship is...they also provide hospital,cafe like that...,school...(cannot imagine what they learn aiya...so jealous....), a place for pray meeting like that..so cool
The toilet was so clean and many more la...
Enough with that now here our sot-sot moment....~.~


The guy bring us walk around the ship...
That's aunty Christy....with her daughters while at the back was my parents....
The ''Elderly''(my dad and uncle francis) was so concentrate listening to the guy while we in our on fantasy world....imagining and feeling the breeze.......hahah feel like some sort of movie----Titanic........



That's The ship name HANNAH II
cool...i mean my pose hahah

 We pretending as a band.....
Wish that i could play guitar...







   indie band....ahahah
later we will visit and play some music in that room.........
 I'm the tallest among them....hahahah



 see the guy poses...at first he was shy to take pictures with us..but in the end he was the one who was very excited hahahahahah..of course la surrounded by gaga people like us..
 yeah future band...

 the big white thing is actually satellite according to the guy.......





That's our new Chinggu......friend...
she is a Korean....so happy to meet Koreans in the ship....when we meet them the only thing that we keep on saying is anyhaeseyo...or kasamhamida ahahah
i do know some simple sentences but so afraid to speak or spill it out later they only will laugh at me hahah
gosh....meeting them make me wanna learn korean language....so envy u know even the guy..a sabahan can understand their language.......how come he cannot understand after living with them like 9 years....in the big ship.....is that what they call ship??
But yet.......living in the ship for years will be so much boring for people like me..but different people have different thoughts....
for me i would to try to live on ship but i only can hold on for about a week...

anyway this trip was enjoyable....
it is even enjoy when we all when for yamcha after that...then we have our own GIRLS OUTING ahahha
that's what i like..............
wish to have another trip..in fact we already plan to go there again this weekend...bringing the music ministry from our church..........i'm gonna become the singer ahah kidding.............

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