ANnoyed damn.........

OH MY GOD!!!
I'M SO PISSED!!!

seriously...i'm so pissed yeah repetition...
i have a friend who always repeat everything she said...once or twice it's ok..but when you do it repeat it every-time and when you have done something that really ANNOYED people...it will be totally ANNOYING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hate it,,,
hmm...i'm pity to her actually...cause she's weird..i mean she got a different attitude..and she's very passive...
hmm--she's not the one that can easily mingle around with everyone... 
that's why i'm pity her..want to become her friend but yet---
things change..my perception towards her changed...and she changed A LOT!! 

lately i heard so many stories about her...bad rumors about her --don't know if i should believe or not..but yet everything that people say about her proven true--- kinda true...

who wouldn't believe it if she did those annoying things in front of me..
of course i would believe it!!! DuH...
now every thing that she did or do or whatsoever really annoyed me and my girl friends...
damn...how i wish she would become the person that i meet for the first time 1 month ago...i don't want to avoid her too or talk bad about her...it's not good and making me sad somehow...
hopefully she change again...should i tell her what she did wrong or just let her be???
gosh me myself don't know what to do...

yeah it's true...if she read this ( which i know she wouldn't read it coz she anti social to internet thing)
she would realize that life is impossible without FRIEND...
in order to achieve success also you need to have FRIEND...
be generous to your FRIEND..
share your knowledge with FRIEND
share your sadness with FRIEND cause your sadness will be gone right away..
share your happiness with FRIEND cause you'll get double happiness...
most important CHERISH  your FRIEND 

sayonara all..that's all adios 

Morning Post ~.~


Wow..today i wake up very early...
Not that i don't wake up early everyday..just today it  suppose to be a special day for me...coz my mum and aunt say they gonna bring me out....go Tanjung Aru and Centre Point...
So this excited girl get up early morning..take her bath and ready her clothes...


Suddenly---
My phone rang---
Mom: Wake up already
Me: yeah of coz...i already mandi
Mom: Wow excited to go out la
Me: yeah...what time u come and fetch me??? :)
Mom: hmm your uncle din haven't wake up...so u no need la follow today...
Me: :( what?? but i want to follow....
Mom: later u going back to dorm right...beside there's not seats for u already...penuh sudah
            the car!!
Me: hmmm ya la
Mom: later jie2 esther come also right..so u bring her la go jalan2...at CP there got sales...
Me: yeah like i have lot's of money...
Mom: k la enjoy ur day
Me: enjoy ur's too ( sarcastic ) sob sob..want to cry


suddenly there lightnings and raining although the sun shines brightly today..i wish today rain so that my mom wont go to tanjung aru hahaahahah...bad girl...

anyway the reason i want to follow her is i want to buy things la...go sightseeing and stuffs what a mom and daughter will do ..coz i miss our day together,,,,
that's why i posted in facebook that i miss tawau and wanna go back tawau!!!!


yeah...indeed i miss tawau..back then..i was able to do everything i want...have transport to go to town...become " locco"" also can...crazy---hang out until midnight 1 o'clock arrive at home also can....got friends treat me delicious meal..got mom gossiping with me...got my dad cooks for me..my brothers--owh i miss the fights between us...
i miss my sisters ..all the weekends we always spend together going out shopping and eating and jogging and anything la..huhuhu i want to go back....
coz at KK here..not that i'm not happy just that not as happy as i were at Tawau...
people might ask me--what so best about Tawau..KK better..yeah it's undeniable..
the thing is i don't care KK a big city or whatsoever go so many mall..so updated or what...
at first you might get excited but then u'll miss your hometown...
coz you got so many good memories at your little hometown...u'll get homesick...
aiiii...compared to KK i prefer Tawau more...

hmm why don't i tell you a little bit about my Hometown...



Eii Tawau now advance la...
Got Eastern Plaza and Kubota Square..and much more coming soon...
The yellow building call Sabindo Square---then infront of it Sabindo Plaza...then along the street got so many boutiques...not to forget go Grace Plaza also...
Oh yeah there;s this big food court --open at night...many people will go and eat at night rather than daytime coz there's a different atmosphere during night..



But all of this you can find in KK also..
The thing that you cannot find is it's beautiful scenery at some interesting places...of course not at town la...

First place---Bukit Gemuk Tawau


well at Bukit Gemuk Tawau you'll get to hike...hmm more like you must hike and walk until you tired hahah in order to view the magnificent view of Tawau from here...seriously it worth and if you lucky or make it on time...u'll get to see the sun set --beautiful!!! therefore, you'll need to pass through 7 station if i not mistaken...the fee only cost you about RM2..worthy..








Second place: hmm the beautiful Tawau Hills Park


amazing...i want to jump in now...nahh later i die..coz i can't swim 

BBQ--picnic also can...aiya..now missing Tawau much more



In Love or Not??


H to the E to l -L o

Been son long since i ever post anything in this ridiculous blog of mine..well yeah...my blog..

What i'm going to post today is about whether you're in love or not... got crush or not :) 
hmmm <3..
how do you know whether your're in love or not?? 
simple---if you constantly thinking of him or her la...deh...easy 

you know what??--love actually can make you go ''gaga'' / going crazy..
i don't know why..but there's this driving force that forces you going crazy when you in love...

1. You will want to see him/ her everyday...
if you sitting at the back and he / she sitting in front of you...you automatically will set your eyes on that person 
you love...

2. You will become a stalker...
you will stalk on her social profile online...just to keep in touch or have an update about the person you love...
it's kinda creepy if they know what you doing...that's why i said people who in love will go INSANE..

3. You will remember every single things or words that he/ she told you...
you will become an observer...observe every movement of him/her...
suddenly equip with eagle eyes...ahahahah

4.You get embarrass easily when you talking to him/her... 
gosh that will be so funny...
cause you gonna act differently  than you usual are when talking with other people...

5. Ha this one really happened to me...You'll get jealous easily when him/her talk to other girls/boys...
damn this one hurts...bad mood occurs to you...feels like wanna smack the other person...
in the mean time swearing him but yet the more you swear the more you love him...

6. If you thinking of him before you sleep..trust me..you'll be dreaming about him/her...gosh..sweet dream about your prince charming and beautiful princess...yaiii sounded like childish....be more mature...!!

it's undeniable--love leads us to fairy tale..it's every girls dreams...

7. You wish to see him more...frequently i guess...yeah everyday.....
somehow when you doing something--you'll think about him/her if the things that you do relate him/her to you...oooh...

8. Your heart beats faster than ever when you're around him...and you be expecting him/her to talk to you..

9. Because of him/her--you'll get stress or cry or mad or happy without any particular reason...

10. Somehow the person that you love/like gave you this weird but cozy feeling when you around them...
hmmm he might become your ''guardian angel''
you'll feel safe and happy just with him by your side....

But there's a difference between like and love..
 you can like anyone...but you only can love one person...
to like someone is easy but to fall in love to someone is not as easy as recanting ABC or love quotes...

i like many people and i've fall in love--but yet i never truly love someone so dearly that i wanna make him the only one in my heart.

I wonder and curious about that feeling..wish to experience that feelings...
but when will i meet my one and only true love??? 

hahah for you girls--i wish you'll find someone special and cherish that person with love...
until then bye-bye...XoXo 

happy..feels motivated...fire up!!!

beautiful....calm that's the kind of feeling i'm having today...


hello there..
hmm how to start ah..haha funny...sot sot liao...
i'm totally in a different mood right now...different than yesterday...
somehow today was so happy...
lot's of thing happened today...i meet one of my girls mom...apparently her mom was a lecturer in UMS..
aunty gave us many advice..so weird that we all suddenly cry and then feel motivated ni...
tiba2 nangis..tiba2 ketawa...bersemangat la..fire up katakan...

we already on the right path of success by doing study group just that it's still didn't enough..
the exercises we do wasn't enough ...
we wasn't that serious too during our study group...we talk more about useless stuff rather than discussing about study..deh...dengar lagu..dancing..laughing..nah laughing tu la...plp say ketawa banyak ilmu ...tak bagus le.

anyway now we all already ''insaf''..
hahah something like that la...no more play2..no more talking bout useless stuff...once a while can la kan...release stress....:P
girls!!
let's work as a team..achieve success together..become what we dream of...
sure we can do it..
get rid of the negative aura..keep the positive one and let's get through the hardships together-gether...:)
SAY: WE'RE ARE THE BEST!!!

dehhh before i forget..i got lot's of homework..k la...chao ~.~...my crappy blog..wonder if people read it..

moody....wish the cloud was grey today :(

see the picture above...hmm somehow this picture soothes my feeling..the uneasy feelings that i had right now...i just wish tonight will be raining....somehow i feel calm if it's rain tonight...
yeah ..i'm in no mood today...it's all related to school...
damn...i keep bringing my old habit since form 5 till ASASI...how can i get rid of this bad habit...
i've been wasting my time..i mean some of my time i spend it most on sleeping...facebooking..twittering and gossiping with my girls...i'm not really waste my time on doing those stuft that i mention above just that ---deh I DON"T KNOW...what wrong with me?? the moment i want to become serious--i turn out to be just walk the walk but not talk the talk...gosh what's up with me??? stress eh.......pandai cakap tapi tak pandai buat....banyak cakap la kata orang...

if i'm not mistaken tommorow i have ICT test.then i have bio pre test then maths..yai so stressful then next week ada mid term....C*L*K*....deee cursing that's what i been doing...

looks like me except that i'm a girl la....and my homework not as many as his worksheet all pile up...:P

let's talk about today..i got my chemistry pre-test paper back..and i got 17/21..not bad but bad enough for me ..i dislike it and not even thankful about it...coz i can get better than that...what even make me angry and sad is other people get higher marks than me and those people appear to be childish and not serious all the time but how the fucking hell they can get higher marks than me?? jeezzzzzzz sorry for the bad words..but who cares..all my girls suddenly moody and somehow it's affecting me too...just today not my day..and i hate monday..seriously...today i avoid talking to people..sorry for those who talked to me but i treated them badly...during moral class..i sat at the corner and just become lonely all of the sudden...i think people also don't wish to talk to me...i think they can sense my aura or whatever..or maybe they just never wish to talk to me too...nevermind la...:( 
i was not friendly too..so it's not their fault....
the weather change somehow..but hopefully it will rain..coz i want to capture that moment...
i posted in my fb that wish to eperience something new..sadly no one like it or comment but who cares la...
the point is i wanted to experience something new..and this is just the begining of my life as a ASASI SAINS student in UMS..althought u akan jadi stress biarpun stress tu sendiri yang cari but actually it's kinda fun,enjoyable and best la....i'm glad i choose to pursure my study here but yet to make it more meaningful regarding the decision i made i have to work hard and strive hard to accomplish my ambition..get a good pointer...be friendly..be healthy and most of all my parents proud of me...
they love me and everyday text me warm wishes and prays....hopefully i won't let them down...hopefully everything will be going well

clover..hopefully i turn a new leaf after this...:)
jiayou ba ni ke yi de....hwaiting..gambate....

enjoy the scenery.......


peaceful..

adios all..that's it for today :)

Getting Fat..becoz The LoVe for FOODssssssss







look at my face...:P
  

Aiyayaya.........
My face getting bigger and bigger every time i took some pictures.......
Want to know why...
It is becoz...i'm keep on eating---eating---and eat as much as i want.....
funny thing is i want to be on a DIET but yet...I just CAN'T DO It...
It makes me even wanted to eat more than an average normal person will eat in one day......
is it wrong to eat more??








Eating Three Treasure Plate..means three dishes la..nice also

anyway here's some picture of me....current me...with that chubby face of mine...


Apple and Ayumi (me)









Eating BiBimBap...sedap ooo




















Damn Is that All I can Get..

Fuhhh...frustrated....
I was trying to fill in some application online for scholarship but then...
There's only 2 i can fill in due to lack of A's ...darn it...
Kinda sad right now...but who care...as long as i already get in Matriks--if can la...
Then i will work hard...hard...and become what i want..
This little things won't stop me ...
i'm cursing right now...but then it come back to me too..no point to angry..your own mistake..haha
Yeah sot,,,,who cares.......


Aiya.....when can i get scholarship or not...that's the problem...i hate it....darn it...darn...
Parents gonna get headache...thinking where to find money to support my study...
gosh please GOD help me....

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