happy..feels motivated...fire up!!!

beautiful....calm that's the kind of feeling i'm having today...


hello there..
hmm how to start ah..haha funny...sot sot liao...
i'm totally in a different mood right now...different than yesterday...
somehow today was so happy...
lot's of thing happened today...i meet one of my girls mom...apparently her mom was a lecturer in UMS..
aunty gave us many advice..so weird that we all suddenly cry and then feel motivated ni...
tiba2 nangis..tiba2 ketawa...bersemangat la..fire up katakan...

we already on the right path of success by doing study group just that it's still didn't enough..
the exercises we do wasn't enough ...
we wasn't that serious too during our study group...we talk more about useless stuff rather than discussing about study..deh...dengar lagu..dancing..laughing..nah laughing tu la...plp say ketawa banyak ilmu ...tak bagus le.

anyway now we all already ''insaf''..
hahah something like that la...no more play2..no more talking bout useless stuff...once a while can la kan...release stress....:P
girls!!
let's work as a team..achieve success together..become what we dream of...
sure we can do it..
get rid of the negative aura..keep the positive one and let's get through the hardships together-gether...:)
SAY: WE'RE ARE THE BEST!!!

dehhh before i forget..i got lot's of homework..k la...chao ~.~...my crappy blog..wonder if people read it..

moody....wish the cloud was grey today :(

see the picture above...hmm somehow this picture soothes my feeling..the uneasy feelings that i had right now...i just wish tonight will be raining....somehow i feel calm if it's rain tonight...
yeah ..i'm in no mood today...it's all related to school...
damn...i keep bringing my old habit since form 5 till ASASI...how can i get rid of this bad habit...
i've been wasting my time..i mean some of my time i spend it most on sleeping...facebooking..twittering and gossiping with my girls...i'm not really waste my time on doing those stuft that i mention above just that ---deh I DON"T KNOW...what wrong with me?? the moment i want to become serious--i turn out to be just walk the walk but not talk the talk...gosh what's up with me??? stress eh.......pandai cakap tapi tak pandai buat....banyak cakap la kata orang...

if i'm not mistaken tommorow i have ICT test.then i have bio pre test then maths..yai so stressful then next week ada mid term....C*L*K*....deee cursing that's what i been doing...

looks like me except that i'm a girl la....and my homework not as many as his worksheet all pile up...:P

let's talk about today..i got my chemistry pre-test paper back..and i got 17/21..not bad but bad enough for me ..i dislike it and not even thankful about it...coz i can get better than that...what even make me angry and sad is other people get higher marks than me and those people appear to be childish and not serious all the time but how the fucking hell they can get higher marks than me?? jeezzzzzzz sorry for the bad words..but who cares..all my girls suddenly moody and somehow it's affecting me too...just today not my day..and i hate monday..seriously...today i avoid talking to people..sorry for those who talked to me but i treated them badly...during moral class..i sat at the corner and just become lonely all of the sudden...i think people also don't wish to talk to me...i think they can sense my aura or whatever..or maybe they just never wish to talk to me too...nevermind la...:( 
i was not friendly too..so it's not their fault....
the weather change somehow..but hopefully it will rain..coz i want to capture that moment...
i posted in my fb that wish to eperience something new..sadly no one like it or comment but who cares la...
the point is i wanted to experience something new..and this is just the begining of my life as a ASASI SAINS student in UMS..althought u akan jadi stress biarpun stress tu sendiri yang cari but actually it's kinda fun,enjoyable and best la....i'm glad i choose to pursure my study here but yet to make it more meaningful regarding the decision i made i have to work hard and strive hard to accomplish my ambition..get a good pointer...be friendly..be healthy and most of all my parents proud of me...
they love me and everyday text me warm wishes and prays....hopefully i won't let them down...hopefully everything will be going well

clover..hopefully i turn a new leaf after this...:)
jiayou ba ni ke yi de....hwaiting..gambate....

enjoy the scenery.......


peaceful..

adios all..that's it for today :)

Getting Fat..becoz The LoVe for FOODssssssss







look at my face...:P
  

Aiyayaya.........
My face getting bigger and bigger every time i took some pictures.......
Want to know why...
It is becoz...i'm keep on eating---eating---and eat as much as i want.....
funny thing is i want to be on a DIET but yet...I just CAN'T DO It...
It makes me even wanted to eat more than an average normal person will eat in one day......
is it wrong to eat more??








Eating Three Treasure Plate..means three dishes la..nice also

anyway here's some picture of me....current me...with that chubby face of mine...


Apple and Ayumi (me)









Eating BiBimBap...sedap ooo




















Damn Is that All I can Get..

Fuhhh...frustrated....
I was trying to fill in some application online for scholarship but then...
There's only 2 i can fill in due to lack of A's ...darn it...
Kinda sad right now...but who care...as long as i already get in Matriks--if can la...
Then i will work hard...hard...and become what i want..
This little things won't stop me ...
i'm cursing right now...but then it come back to me too..no point to angry..your own mistake..haha
Yeah sot,,,,who cares.......


Aiya.....when can i get scholarship or not...that's the problem...i hate it....darn it...darn...
Parents gonna get headache...thinking where to find money to support my study...
gosh please GOD help me....

Dissatisfaction...then satisfactory little bit---work hard...

Yeah..now everything is done...
All the anticipation has ended...
My SPM result...thank goodness..I achieved good result...
To be true...i wasn't so satisfied with my result...
I cried when i got my result...even though my parents says that it's alright you done your best..and they were happy with it but i just couldn't smile or accept the truth ...it was so hard for me as i aspect to get 7A's at least...
It feel like a failure to me...I thought i had let my teachers and parents and most of all me---myself down..really..it's hurting me...and I'm still crying over it...in the corner of somewhere...but yet I"VE CAME TO REALISED...

I shouldn't be crying but proud of it....really it was hard you know to get 6A's and 4B's...
It wasn't so easy and it wasn't so hard too...
I have to admit myself that i had made a big mistake and not realising that it was really important to me..until the day i got my result...
I wasn't giving my all out in studying ---therefore don't follow my step...
But yet i cannot keep on blaming myself and give up...
There's is still a lot for me to do ahead...
A LOT...

Therefore..now I'm thinking wisely for my future...
I wanted to become a doctor or dentist maybe...
But my first optional is doctor...
I hope i can get in matriks..or ASASI...
Get in University to redeem my dissatisfaction....
I'll become what i wanted to be...and i give you my words.....
When my teachers meet me someday..I have become a successful person....

That's why work hard baby....
Study smart..kick some ass hahah oops bad words....
Anyway adios and see you later...



Raining Days......





Wow it's cold out there.........................
Anyway...i love the raining season....people may hate it because they might get flu,fever and have difficulties in doing their daily activities...
But I LOVE IT...


The reason i love it is because...hmm i don't know how to describe it....
It is just a weird feeling....I will suddenly get into my own world...
It might sound silly but i was imagining myself in a village...in a beautiful,cozy small house...wearing cute sweater...in white color and drinking a hot chocolate milk....wah " BASTHA''----delicious...


Yeah..i'm dreaming that i'm in Korea..hahhah but that's the truth ...
I am so addicted to Korean lifestyle..and  been wishing to go to Korea..hope i can someday...
Anyway...back to my story...
I mean seriously...during this chill weather you still want to go outside....and get fever or flu...
Better stay at home....really ...better...


At least at home..you can watch drama's but typical sad drama...suit the weather better....
probably have some mushroom soup or chicken soup---mushroom would be better....and some toast....huhu so hungry want to eat hahhah
Perfect for me...but i don't know you guys...


I'm in Ayumi Wonderland.........so nice love it.....
But dreams are just a dream.......whether i can achieve it or not..it is still unclear........
but yet what's the wrong doings in having dreams???
It gives you hope....Remember that ~.~

Hardworking

Funny to say the word hard+working...
becoz i'm really not the kind of girl..no the kind of PERSON who really really diligent in their job..
in fact.......i;m a lazy girl,,,,,,a worm u can say...
every time my mum nag me to do the house chores..it will take few hours for me to move from the couch and begin my chores...and it also take time for me to finish it....and usually my uncle help me hahha


but today i completely become the opposite...i was more diligent and work hard to complete the household tasks...
ahahhaha


my house looks very messy...(my thought la..)
and so i decided to tidy it up....
i throw away useless stuffs...and WALAA more empty space and more convenient to pass through hahah


i help my dad..so he won't be so tired....by the way he was sick so i have to help in ( in my other thoughts---i can get my full salary ~.~)


see i really become a professional maid....as i say i was learning...to become a maid but this was to teach me....
so i hope u guys won't be hesitate to help ur parents at home..sincerely la.....

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