see the picture above...hmm somehow this picture soothes my feeling..the uneasy feelings that i had right now...i just wish tonight will be raining....somehow i feel calm if it's rain tonight...
yeah ..i'm in no mood today...it's all related to school...
damn...i keep bringing my old habit since form 5 till ASASI...how can i get rid of this bad habit...
i've been wasting my time..i mean some of my time i spend it most on sleeping...facebooking..twittering and gossiping with my girls...i'm not really waste my time on doing those stuft that i mention above just that ---deh I DON"T KNOW...what wrong with me?? the moment i want to become serious--i turn out to be just walk the walk but not talk the talk...gosh what's up with me??? stress eh.......pandai cakap tapi tak pandai buat....banyak cakap la kata orang...
if i'm not mistaken tommorow i have ICT test.then i have bio pre test then maths..yai so stressful then next week ada mid term....C*L*K*....deee cursing that's what i been doing...
looks like me except that i'm a girl la....and my homework not as many as his worksheet all pile up...:P
let's talk about today..i got my chemistry pre-test paper back..and i got 17/21..not bad but bad enough for me ..i dislike it and not even thankful about it...coz i can get better than that...what even make me angry and sad is other people get higher marks than me and those people appear to be childish and not serious all the time but how the fucking hell they can get higher marks than me?? jeezzzzzzz sorry for the bad words..but who cares..all my girls suddenly moody and somehow it's affecting me too...just today not my day..and i hate monday..seriously...today i avoid talking to people..sorry for those who talked to me but i treated them badly...during moral class..i sat at the corner and just become lonely all of the sudden...i think people also don't wish to talk to me...i think they can sense my aura or whatever..or maybe they just never wish to talk to me too...nevermind la...:(
i was not friendly too..so it's not their fault....
the weather change somehow..but hopefully it will rain..coz i want to capture that moment...
i posted in my fb that wish to eperience something new..sadly no one like it or comment but who cares la...
the point is i wanted to experience something new..and this is just the begining of my life as a ASASI SAINS student in UMS..althought u akan jadi stress biarpun stress tu sendiri yang cari but actually it's kinda fun,enjoyable and best la....i'm glad i choose to pursure my study here but yet to make it more meaningful regarding the decision i made i have to work hard and strive hard to accomplish my ambition..get a good pointer...be friendly..be healthy and most of all my parents proud of me...
they love me and everyday text me warm wishes and prays....hopefully i won't let them down...hopefully everything will be going well
clover..hopefully i turn a new leaf after this...:)
jiayou ba ni ke yi de....hwaiting..gambate....
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enjoy the scenery.......
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peaceful..
adios all..that's it for today :)
