See that mad bride???
I'm Like her now...
stress..wanna shout and going to be mad...
Suppose this month should be a happy month for me..as my birthday coming soon..
but reality is i hated this month..August..
I really HATED it...
There's a lot that i concern and worry about
1. My scholarship..my parents aren't by my side to help me...
My uncle and aunt can be my guarantor but some how i don't know if they are eligible to be my guarantor...
2. My study...this whole week..i didn't even touch my books...
really didn't even look at them..seriously I'M DOOM..
I have no idea what the hell i'm doing...so LAZY..
gosh...i'm FAILING ..
i don't want that to happen to me
3. Other matters which include small and big one...DAMN..
I hated this ..i DISLIKE this..I DESPISE this..SAY IT OUT LOUD...
I feel like cursing and swearing to someone face now...
I feel like wanna go to beach--( suddenly thinking about my friend Sully)
I wanna go racing--thing is i don't own a car..
there's so much thing s i wanna do to DE-stress myself but i just couldn't do any..
WTH happen to me???
I'm not me..ALEXCIA GABRIELLA
I'm the opposite me...AICXELA GABRIELLA...
is this AICXELA will do??
becoming lazy...cause ALEXCIA somehow really hardworking ..
maybe i shouldn't spell my name backwards...
gosh..there go the superstitious me-ALEXCIA..
hmm...sigh...hmm
shitakeeeeee
DAMn..
WTF...
u go girl...sorry for cursing so much..
i hate myself..but don't hate me k..
i feel like i'm going to be sick..like sick enough to get me into the hospital..
how i wish there is someone to comfort me...
but yet there's is no one to comfort me
my parents aren't here...
why am i whining so much...
i'm crying now..tears fall down my check...
and i need someone to console me...
my friends aren't here too...
i'm stress out..i hope i won't do anything stupid..no i'm not that stupid--yet.
what the hell happen to me??
i hope everything will go smoothly start tomorrow..please...
i hope there's a ray of hope for me..
i truly needed it and will appreciate it..
if God willing to give me another chance..
