did i chose the right path???
i keep on questioning myself did i chose the right path by entering science class...
hmmm....now at ASASI UMS--so stressful!!!
i didn't do well in my final exam for semester 1 and i'm totally regret about it...
our lecturer told us that there's quite a few people get 2.5 pointer above and when and there's two person got 2.5 below...and when he say that he's like say it while looking at me...
i was like is he saying about me???
arghhhh...
i have a feeling that i might not be getting 3.0 pointer above...
i wanted it so badly...even if i get exact 3.0 i would be grateful enough and push myself to achieve better result in semester 2 & 3.
how am i gonna face my parents and aunt and uncle???
my god....
why do i keep repeating the same mistake???
i don't want to disappoint my parents..
they have high hopes and faith in me...
i just count my pointer that i targeted ...and it sucks...really below 3.0
i feel like wanna cry but the thing is it's my own fault...
i didn't make the perfect preparation to sit for my exam...
i take it easy and laze around...
but i did try my best not that i play all the time...i studied!!!
is there anything wrong with my ways of study?? did i missed something or lack of exercises??
uhhhh...i really wanted to have 3.0 pointer above....i need this pointers so badly!!!
this friday is the day ...
i'm so scare and nervous about my result...
what if i didn't get what i expected no no what i WANT???
should i be giving up or work my ass out?
anyway i just pray to GOD and hopefully i can make my parents proud.
